mind your fucking business, did I ask why you have a dumbass profile picture, are you so braindead you think weed is funny? wooooooow bro did you just step out of 2014? grow up and stop pretending like you’re better than me because you think you’re funny. a real funny person knows they are and doesn’t have to rely on dumb, outdated jokes to prop themselves up. I hope you wake up in a cold sweat one night and realize how much time you’ve spent on discord and reddit and that you’ve spent time with unfunny people that only bring you down. this isn’t the life you want, trust me. I’ve been where you are and I know you don’t come back from that if you take that step. try to free yourself from this chronically online shit and focus on your real life. you should go to your local YMCA and get a membership, start spending time in your community. try going to some more clubs on your college campus and put yourself out there. you will find people in your circle in your network that will like you but you need to limit yourself severely. even if life feels like it’s bending itself to fuck you over and hate who you are, I promise you there’s a way out of that dark, dark hole. here’s an idea, save up some money, buy yourself a nice suit, and walk around town for a bit. apply to a job you have no qualifications for and no intention of accepting. you’ll get valuable interview experience for the future and you’ll have a nice suit, and everyone looks good in a suit. While you’re at it, start building a professional looking resume and make a clean looking LinkedIn account. there are plenty of valuable templates for resumes you can use and starting your online network early can help you big time in the future. how’s this for an idea, in addition to all of those, really focus on your hobbies. and start new ones. have you tried embroidery or origami? very fun and relaxing activities i’ve found. You should do all of these but please do anything to not plunge yourself further into this hellhole of online self jerking spiral. i pray you can find a way out for yourself.