i love shit. i always have. sometimes i feel like the entire world hates me. shit porn is banned from pornhub and onlyfans, limiting the options for me to get off. my shit just doesn’t do it for me either.

i used to have a girlfriend in highschool, her name is lauren. we were both nerds, she always smelled like vodka and always had her nintendo ds with her. when we started dating she asked me what im into, if I had any weird fetishes or kinks. that’s how they get people like us. they laugh and joke, but don’t understand the pain we have to endure knowing people will see us as gross. but eating pussy isn’t? piss isn’t??? it’s a joke on tiktok. i hate it. “i have a piss kink” this “i have a piss kink” that. they’re all children. they don’t. theyre making it normal, but consuming, no, even just looking at and getting off to feces isn’t?? this is disgusting. the world is disgusting. i don’t enjoy this place anymore. i wish people would see me as normal. see US normal.