Good evening Reddit,
When I first started having sexual feelings at about the age of eight, I never felt particularly inclined to want to play with my penis but I was always more interested in touching and fondling my arse. I particularly enjoyed running my fingers up and down the crack of my arse, my bum cleavage, and soon afterwards, I began to insert my fingers into my arsehole.
However, this soon became very problematic. Often, I would wake up in bed and discover that some of my fingers were brown. During my brief investigation, I realised that this occurred because during the night, whilst I was asleep, I would subconsciously play with myself by inserting my fingers up my rectum.
I always found myself wanting to play with my arse, rather than play with my cock. I gained far more sexual stimulation by foundling my arse and playing with my arsehole than by playing with my penis. In fact, when I fantasise about sex, I get for more sexual stimulation when fantasizing about being buggered than I would if I was thing about performing intercourse with my penis.
AITA?