I mean, I’ll probably get made fun of for this but I’m a little. It’s not as weird as it seems. I was suspicious when my fiance brought it up but it’s actually quite comforting. It’s a personality thing. I’m childish in nature and while in littlespace I’m not expected to be anything other than a little. He doesn’t expect me to act grown up or deal with big shit. And he makes me feel safe. Like, in littlespace, he becomes my big, strong daddy who’s gonna protect me from the world and he’ll be there to hold me when I feel bad and when I feel like I want to hurt myself again. It’s like a calming release, not just a sexual kink that some people have I understand if some of you want to make fun of me for that or think less of me, but I wanted to put it out there instead of being passive aggressive about it.