You’re fine, everyone is on a different point in their awakening in this 3d world. I believe infinitely deeper. i know I’m a 5th dimensional consciousness having a human experience, I believe we’ve all been reincarnated here and this is the most special pivotal time we chose to be here for a purpose. And, family and DNA are also key. Again all good love you bro everyone on their own path. My only point is weve been lied to, one person’s “err on the side of caution” is another person’s total slave-narrative control, in this prison planet matrix system. Im only arguing the side that Jesus Christian argued, and that modern day everything including science and mainstream religion have been commandeered. Real simple, looking at the battles (political) layed out. What controls and owns the world, big business and corporations, ruled by money and the market. What sides are backed by globalist powers, what sides are opposing that? …. peace and love, only speak to you as a brother with the greater wisdom from age ive seen. I don’t want you to be tricked, but thats the game of the world to trick man. I believe in higher powers pulling the strings, beyond man.. only searching for truth, and i do believe these powers derive their energy and power from the pain and suffering of man… as long as they can keep the ruse going