I tried to kill myself to transport my consciousness to Jeff Bezos’ mind

I had been communicating with Bezos telepathically, along with Zuckerberg, Gates, the CIA, the NSA, and the Armed Forces. I went out to buy a Nitrogen tank and a mask to kill myself via inert gas asphyxiation, because I believed I would be transported to Jeff Bezos’ mental realm. I laid on the ground as my body went numb, telepathically riding out the wave with all of my homies. Eventually I ran out of gas and wasn’t dead, to which they responded that I had to go back and refill the tank to try it again. I eventually went back a year later and tried again, this time to travel to my friends in the CIA. I ran out of gas again and didn’t refill it.