I will go to HIMALAYAS , not kidding. This world is an illusion. Human species is despicable and foolish in general. Just imagine having most advanced brain among species on this planet (Till Now) but still not even able to solve the most fundamental problem of SELF. See the Disparities around world , I am writing this on a good laptop with a plate of sweet apples beside me and in some other end of the world a child is trying to lick remnants of shoe polish in the polish box (this is not a joke , do some research and you will find far more gore). Humans are hypocrites too , they talk about peace but still invest billions in weapons (don’t give excuse of self defense , few millions are enough for your defense but all countries are not willing to stop). Most of the humans are racist too with just few exceptions just because other person is not like him , LMAO imagine an exact same person like you living in your house with you , will you be able to bare yourself ? I mean dude you are living on a small rock floating through space in this infinite Universe , you literally have no value in the grand scheme of things , your existence is meaningless in grand order but still you are running like you have something important to catch without even stopping for a bit to introspect. Thus , I will be renouncing this shit material life (no kidding) , max to max I will die of cold , snow leopards or something else ? I don’t care , all will die without any exception. Neither parents , nor children nor friends nor wife/gf is coming to rescue you. You will die alone with just some people holding your hand maybe but they too won’t accompany you. So I am going to go to Himalayas , become a monk , explore THE SELF and then die. Maybe I am wrong but at least I dare to to do what I believe in unlike most here and in world just walking though life mindlessly and running a rat race. Fuck this world , I am done with this shit.