I am going to try to be as short and concise as possible.

I am a man with a savage internal beast. This beast was created by things that were done to me and have happened to me in my life as a defense mechanism. But I have now become one with the beast. This beast forever roars to be let out so that it can make all those who have ever wronged me or anyone I love suffer greatly. I have become a monster. I want to kill. I want to bathe in the blood of those who are a threat to me or someone I love with complete and total brutality and show no mercy. I am forced to constantly suppress this beast in my daily life. I try to feed the beast by doing nonharmful things like working out and playing violent videogames but it is never enough. He just roars all the mightier the more I suppress him. Anger is my weapon. It is a tool that I utilize every day. It oozes out of me at every pore in my body and gives me so much power. It has become who I am.