this wasn’t our first time doing it but it’s the first time i’ve ever felt like the universe was in my arms. i lost my virginity to this beautiful boy. i’m so in love with him. this is the first truly healthy and progressive relationship i’ve ever had. and the sex. holy crap.
we had sex around 4 hours ago and i started tearing up out of pure joy in the middle of it. he stopped and got very concerned when he noticed and asked why i was crying and all i could say was “you’re so fucking beautiful” lol. he makes me feel so adequate and loved and safe. we held each-other and kissed and kept affirming each-other during it. usually i’d find it super cringe and corny but at that moment, being so intimate and vulnerable with someone and hearing constant words of affirmation made me feel so valued and truly loved. it didn’t feel like sex, it felt like our souls were interlaced. he is my equal and my whole. i’m so glad i experienced this with him.