That’s what the title says,it’s destroying it,but lets go back a little bit

When i was 12 years old i started puberty and started to give my dick more attention,then i asked myself “is it small?” So i measured it up and i was 3 inches,and a tear fell off my eye,i thought i would be small forever,then i did some research and found out it stops growing around 17 years old,that made me happy.

About a year passed and i was 13,my meat was 6’3 inches,and it started to get difficult.
Boners in class were a nightmare,and when i went out to run,i couldn’t wear grey pants, because it would highlight it too much.once i went out with some grey Nike sweatpants,and everyone who looked at me watched my crotch before watching my face,maybe they thought i was an adult because i was 5’10 at the time.

2 years passed,I was 15 and my pp is 7’6 inches,and it was hard to go out without it getting highlighted,it was impossible to hide a boner and having sex with my girlfriends was hard si ce they couldn’t take it all,i was pretty depressed and when i got a boner my head would start to spin.once my stepmom caught me wanking and she screamed,later when I apologized she said it was as big as my dad’s and that she wanted to try it,i activated my virginity Shield and told what she did to my dad,they divorced.

Now I’m 19,my schlong is 9 inches and it’s so difficult, don’t get me wrong,sex is great,but i can’t shove it all in,i start seeing black when i get hard because there isn’t enough blood in my body.

I’m in the marine corps and when i go in the shower other guys start calling me big dick “my name” and it hurts,some guys asked me if I could fuck them and i said I’m not gay,some guys purposefully drop the soap in front of me,some other guys tried to convince me to go to a glory hole,i agreed,but then i saw through the wall that it was the brother in law of my brother (why is this happening to me),i ran away and our drill sergeantess(?) Is a hot ass milf and she convinced me to have a threesome with her and her husband,i reluctantly agreed, fortunately we all focused on her,but i felt something in my ass when i fell asleep,and i really don’t know what to do, people see me as a walking giant schlong,I’ve tried casting for porn but the girl had pain in her pusi and the other actor started crying because compared to mine it was small,so they fired me,i don’t know what to do, please, please,help me