i’ve been with my best friend for over 7 years now. he wanted to get his dick sucked so i sucked it. but i didn’t allow him to suck my because it’s gay. we do this almost every night. the problem is that he’s gay and i have to do this to him. sometimes i get turned on and starts kissing him all over but i said no homo tho. in the end, we both lie in bed with my perfectly virgin penis and his saliva induced cock rubbing each other before we go to sleep.