I want to fucking die, my life is a waste of time, i get up every morning at 6 am ready to slave away for the system, i despise living, sometimes i wish someone would burn my house down so i can finnally fucking die as i am too weak to do it myself, every day i come home and load a single bullet into my revolver and spin the barrel and put it in my mouth, then i scream until i pass out hoping one day my limp fingers will pull the trigger so i dont have to, i think daily of just going, driving until i get the courage to head into oncoming traffic and end my miserable existence, take my advice now and fucking kill yourself before you reach my level of suffering, run away while you still can before you get sucked in.