Ever since I was a young teenager, I’ve strangely maintained a rather disturbing fetish… This fetish is women. I don’t know why or how, but whenever I see a woman (particularly an attractive woman) naked, I have the unsettling and sick compulsion to initiate sexual congress with her. Is this something that God has cursed me with? Am I deserving of such a repulsive mental disposition? What did I to to warrant this? I feel so ashamed every moment of every day I am alive. I didn’t ask to be a freak, but now I have to live out every day knowing that everyone around me is unaware of my perversion; of my defectiveness. There’s no way I can broach this subject with my family or friends; it’s simply off the table. No way. Just looking at a naked woman being fucked from 4 different angles by pulsating mechanical dildos whilst locked in chastity makes me aroused. I feel like I’m evil. I feel afraid to confront this any further. Please, oh please just tell me this is normal. Does anyone else share these feelings? I have no one else to consult. Thank you… There isn’t much time left…