I literally can’t deal with this any more through this whole friendship I’ve been nothing but a good friend to you and I’d apologise to you even when I did nothing wrong, even when you were being shitty to me I felt like I needed to apologise to you for doing nothing wrong. When ever you have been upset and told me what I’m doing “wrong” I always try my best to improve but it’s gotten to the point where you get annoyed at me for being a good friend, you got annoyed at me for asking “are you okay?” To much, like sorry that I’m doing all the things friends are actually meant to do like what much more do you want from me, sorry that I would actually check up on you, Everyone has flaws I can’t be perfect, all I asked from you is that you communicate with me and tell me what the fuck is up but obviously you can’t even do something so fucking basic even after I’ve tried my best to do everything you have asked me to do. I can’t be fucked staying awake at night stressing over if you have completely left me or not or wondering what I’ve ever done to make you just ignore me like this, I guess I’ve just had to realise I havnt done anything wrong. It’s literally you, your the issue and I don’t have the fucking energy to keep blaming myself for EVERYTHING in every single god damn relationship when things go to shit it’s exhausting, and I know your not even going to care about ANY OF THIS AT ALL but it’s your loss because I’m a good friend and I know I am, yeh I need a little reassurance at times and sometimes I’m vulnerable or am co-dependant but I have majority of the good qualities a friend should have so the way I see it is that it’s your loss. I give up and as attached as I am to you I just can’t do this shit anymore I can’t deal with you being nice and sweet to me and then just randomly leaving and disappearing for ages. this friendship is so overwhelming for my mental health and it’s so damaging to me. It’s taken ages to realise but I deserve better I’ve only just seen that I really am way to harsh on myself. I deserve friends who actually care if im not around and actually care about how I am and don’t pick on every little thing I say and that don’t make me feel shitty for trying my best. Why should I stay for someone who wouldn’t even care or miss me if I was gone? Goodbye, im blocking your number now. I wish you the best, it was good while it lasted sincerely