Hey. I’m 19f now, but I discovered hentai when I was 10. Broke my hymen one day and I still regret it. I didn’t know what I was doing. I googled my issue and I’ve seen that most people said that women whose hymen is broken aren’t virgins anymore, and my religious parents were pushing shit on my head, “don’t ever have sex or you’ll go to hell”, so I punched my gut every day because I hated myself and wanted my hymen back. I felt so much guilt, I remember I made myself bleed one day because of that. I used to masturbate 3 times a day, didn’t know what I was doing, ever. I prayed to God for my hymen to grow back, nothing ever worked.

I eventually stopped being hypersexual but it scarred me deeply. I’m now sex repulsed and romantic shit sickens me. My ex was porn obsessed and he made it worse, I regret doing all that kinda shit with him, he’s gone off to annoy another woman now, he hasn’t changed. His mind is full of porn fetishes. I’m asexual and I’ll never have a normal sex life, ever. Fuck you porn. Fuck you.