I’m currently in tears while struggling to type this message. This man right here has caused me so much emotional trauma and physical pain that I’ll never be able to love someone again. Don’t hmu only real ones know 😔✌️. On October 14th of 2020, at exactly 4:24AM he woke me up with a firm punch to the jaw. His punch had so much force behind it, I was immediately thrown from the bed and had my jaw dislocated. His reasonings for this was that 3 months prior, I had held the door open for an elderly man at Sprouts. Not but a week later, upon feasting on the last Kid Cuisine, he came down in a state of rage immediately grabbing a table chair and smashing it across my head. I woke up 3 days later from a medically induced coma due to my brain swelling 🙅🏻‍♀️🙅🏻‍♀️🙅🏻‍♀️. After receiving proper medical treatment I was released from the hospital where I was greeted by him. He apologized for the incident and exclaimed how he would never intentionally hurt me. After accepting his apology, he offered to give me a ride home but accidentally left the car in reverse while I was putting stuff in the trunk which immediately collapsed both of my lungs and broke 6 ribs. Thankfully two paramedics were outside on their smoke break and treated me on the spot. A few months went by and everything was going well. I had only been in hospital twice since then and things were starting to get serious. I had planned a day to propose and went to buy the ring with the cash I had saved up from doing chores for him. When the day finally arrived, I managed to clear everyone from the bathroom of Arby’s by offering them $5 at the door. After pulling out the ring and saying those special words, he turned to look back at me with a disgusted face. “Are you fucking kidding me sweet cheeks!?” he exclaimed after violently kicking me in the gut. I immediately collapsed to the ground where he put all of his weight on his right foot and stomped on my lower back effectively paralyzing me 😐😐😐. After this incident, I felt like maybe what he did wasn’t normal compared to other healthy relationships but I thought what we had was healthy??? It’s been a fun and loving 4 years and we expect a child soon. ❤️❤️❤