I made a severe and continuous lapse in my judgement, and I don’t expect to be forgiven. I’m simply here to apologize. I should have never said that in chat. I should have put the keyboard down and stopped typing. There’s a lot of things I should have done differently but I didn’t. And for that, from the bottom of my heart, I am sorry. I want to apologize to the stream. I want to apologize to anyone who has read my message. I want to apologize to anyone who has been affected or touched by my messages. But most importantly I want to apologize to the streamer and the mods. The goal with my messages is always to entertain; to push the boundaries, to be funny. The intent is never to be heartless, cruel, or malicious. Like I said I made a huge mistake. I don’t expect to be forgiven, I’m just here to apologize. I’m ashamed of myself. I’m disappointed in myself. And I promise to be better. I will be better. Thank you.