***MMGH*** is my favorite AOT meme.

For 2 years I thought about MMGH (Mikasa’s expression) and made MMGH (Mikasa crying) sounds to myself (when no one’s around).

Every time there’s a MMGH post on reddit I upvote it like it’s my life’s mission.

To the fan-subber that penned MMGH: you can’t imagine how much your little sound effect has affected me as a person.

MMGH is more than a meme to me. It’s my favorite line in all of AOT, and for 2 years I waited for that scenery in the anime.

Which led to a problem.

There was little to no chance that Mikasa’s voice actress actually voiced MMGH the same way it’s sounded in my head for 2 years. After all, MMGH is just an onomatopoeia. Real gunshots do not actually sound like BANG and things knocking over do not actually sound like CRASH. There must be a million ways that Yui Ishikawa could have voiced Mikasa’s despair when Eren says “I’ve always hated you”.

I wish I could have bribed a Crunchyroll employee in order to see MMGH in the official English subtitles as Mikasa cries. They didn’t even put any subtitles for MMGH-kasa.

It’s my own damn fault for developing such an affection to those 4 letters. When that scene happened in the anime…

I… was so disappointed.

***MMGH***.