Did you hear about the Congressional hearing earlier today? Apparently the existence of extraterrestrial life’s been confirmed. Shocking, yeah, but more than anything it reminded me of our relationship – neither of us really believed it was possible, but it was so much more real than we ever could’ve thought. Upon first contact, we connected immediately – two completely different people, so different it felt like we weren’t even from the same planet – yet we made it work. Now we’re galaxies apart… but after everything that happened it was only inevitable that we’d alienate each other. Alien. It all feels so Alien now. There were Signs it wouldn’t work out in the end but I didn’t realize how much of it was on me – it’s no surprise that you needed your Independence Day. Either way, the day we broke apart was The Day the Earth Stood Still for me. Mentally I’m in anything but A Quiet Place, my negative thoughts thrashing and raging in my head. My brain, swarmed with woe and self-hatred, is working against me like a Predator hunting for what little hope I have left within myself. You were my Color Out of Space, my blinding light in a dark field, but that light’s shut off and now it’s all dark. Almost as dark as the black hole my heart’s transforming into – it’s finally reached its Event Horizon and it’s slowly sucking the rest of me in. I’m on the Edge of Tomorrow but what does it matter if every day feels the same? Live, die, repeat. Live, die, repeat. I get that you need your space, but I’m hoping with enough time you’ll drift back into my orbit. I know it might never happen, but I want to believe.