i don’t know how old you are but i totally used to be the same way about 10 years ago until one day i realized how ridiculous it all was. i acted so above it but i was marginalizing people and hurting people on the internet and it was bleeding over into how i saw the real world and how i interacted with people face to face. i made a conscious decision that these awful, fucked up things i said just to troll people that i said i didn’t actually believe, i could either stop saying them and make manifest that i didn’t care or i could accept that i did care and that i was a mean, spiteful person. i hope you can figure out which one you want to be