So I am at work right now and need to know whether I should take a shit in my hand, on the floor, or in the toilet like usual. Normally I wouldn’t even question this because of how society would look at me if I did otherwise. But I personally have a scat fetish, so relieving the horny stress at work would be easy if I were to experience the thought of shitting somewhere else besides the toilet, since I would be acting out my fantasy instead of just watching videos of it at home in my room. It would probably be socially justifiable too since I am severely autistic and everybody sees me as a freak anyways. I guess the only reason I am asking for advice on this would be to find out if the thought of damaging my reputation to an unforgivable level would be worth the most sexually arousing moment of my entire life. So let me know what you guys think. What should I do in this situation?