Hey, I understand you’re being sarcastic and trying to make a joke, but it’s not working out well for you and you’re spreading a worrying point of view on life. Do you think death is a joke?? “I’m good to die now” I sincerely doubt it. You shouldn’t be ready to die before you’ve achieved something in your life (that’s a quote from my book by the way). Start with small things and work your way up. For example, you could start working out a couple of times a week. Deadlifting, push-ups, squats, planks or any other exercise will help you shape your body and your confidence. I’m not going to ask for your comment to be removed since maybe some people will (hopefully) get my comment to the top so more people can see my message, but next time your comment will probably be removed because it can be considered targetted harassement.

P.S.; If this doesn’t help you, I’d recommend visiting r/Christianity and if you have any questions just post a thread there and they will do their best to try to give you answers and pray for you. Have an open mind.

P.S.2; I didn’t really expect too many people to take my advice seriously, but since people are calling my comment a copypasta I guess most of you are too immature for any real discussion. Good luck anyways.