OK I think I can resist it. I just need to be strong. And try hard. Not let myself get pulled . . . into . . .. . . oh God . . . it’s happening again . . . NNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOmy doggo 🐕 just got his five year recovery blue chip from heroin addicts anonymous after beating cancer and recovering from crippling depression and emerging from an abusive relationship enough to clean his room and wrap christmas presents for the first time in 10 years to wholesomely marry his gay best friend from kindergarten and finally gain US citizenship after waiting 15 years at a third world childs graduation who built a supercomputer out of expended shell casings and the bones of his dead grandmotherHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLPPPPPPPPPPPMMMMMMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE