And we‘re only 14. She shouldn‘t have to know what it feels like to have your heart broken. Instead of telling her I loved her that night after the game, I was standing behind the bleachers kissing another girl. Every night you ask me why I vape when I snap you, why I do that shit to my body. I feel like it‘ll take the pain away. But the nic only lasts 10 minutes long. I get dizzy. Then I remember what I did to her.

That boy you like. I hope you get him. And I hope he’s nothing like me. Because god I don’t want you dating someone like me. Girls aren‘t toys yet boys like me still play them.

And I’m sorry

Good girls fall for douchey guys and we lead them on because we don’t realize what we have until we lose it