Are you stoned bro? Lmao you need to put the peace pipe down man that can lead to other things. In my case cocaine and prostitution. Long story short I found a way out but not without hitting rock bottom and creating a lot of damage along the way. Let me give you a shortcut. Shoot me a pm and check out r/weedfree, r/Christianity, and r/nofap (that’s an addiction too!) if this doesn’t apply to you just ignore please thx