For a long time I was denial about what happened but with conversation with enough people I’ve realized my mom was almost definitely pimping me out to her boyfriends and random men. I think it started organically (a bf of hers groomed me) but then random men started to eventually come into my room to rape me. After that happened she’d always have more money and I convinced myself it was coincidence or just because the bf was helping her out (those men were so scummy and often asked for money from her so this was me making excuses). I don’t even know how many men had fucked me anymore. I haven’t for a long time. I haven’t been raped by one of them since I’ve moved out but I still fantasize about it and like it when men jerk off to my story. I love dick pics and men getting pleasure from my years of abuse.