Yes i cheated on her while i was on dope and ive definitely disrespected her name with lies to make me feel better about letting Elisa the alley whore with no teeth cuz we were so spracked out and i was so high that i made a bad decision to betray the love of my life over my obsession with masturbation excessively watching porn and i know after 12 hours of tortureess masturbation that was very abnormal for me that freaked her out bcuz i was doinh it in the window with no care if it appeared disturbing and disrespectful to my woman who never deserved my betrayals that i keep acting on due to dope that makes me somewhat insane and perverted so i will admit that me smoking Tunnci so much lately plus the dope, plus the sicko shit i do when im high and all the cheating on fb and me being a selfish dude to hurt my girl thats my best friend and first true love and i do lie so much about her on my posts just to hurt her really and im to ashamed of my behaviour lately that i guess im ashamed to show yall the truth of what ive been doing to ruin our future and her life bcuz i know that she truly loved me and im to scared to admit that i am responsible for all this chaos and she really dont deserve me to lie on her name and im just gonna go ahead and be real with yall from now on so i hopefully can gain some respect from her and grow up and stop hiding who i really am. Im not doing good cuz now im sleeping in a tent alone or was until i met my new girl but im wrong bcuz i am still cheating by leaving my baby in a tent of mine and i stole her money to smoke tunnci and i just left her high and dry just to smoke dope and i was to ashamed to tell Christina bcuz i am not the guy i know she loved anymore. My fault yall.