My life is ruined

My wife left me, my parents have disowned me, I have been excommunicated from the church. It was my only son’s baptism (my family knows I’ve been suffering from a hentai addiction for a long time now) I “had to go to the bathroom” but just had to watch hentai for the 3rd time that day (it was 10 am) my church had bluetooth speakers, I connected to them, played loli tentacle hentai, enough said. Please give me advice, i really need it.