I’ve been subscribed to Brazzers and plenty of sub-sites of Brazzers for 2 years now. I’ve been on those sites everyday for the past 2 years and I’ve spent around 200€ on them.

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I’ve been clean of porn and masturbation for only 3 days now. I’ve been listening to Models by Mark Manson and it’s really building me up. He was talking about porn and gave one simple instruction : No porn, period.

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I opened up Brazzers and for a split second when I saw the fake tits, the big cocks and the fake pleasure I just thought how easy it would be to open some tabs and crank one out.

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But instead I went in to the customer support and asked to cancel my subscriptions. Instantly I received new offers, a whole laundry list of pathetic jerk off sites I could subscribe to. I said no. They offered me a “Legacy Sub” which is a one time 25 year subscription to everything they have…

I said that the idea of me sitting in my room for the next 25 years jerking off to pixels is the most depressing thing I can think of.

They cancelled my account, I checked my email to find yet another blonde bimbo with her eyes bulging out of her skull at a photoshopped dick asking me one last time if I wanted to give up my manhood. I deleted the email and now I’m here.

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I’m signing up for a sports association in my area that do rock climbing, hiking, skiing etc and I’m going to turn my life around and be the sort of person I can respect and admire.

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And the only thing that can stop me, is me.