Me & my cousin has a history of some things that we “did” when we were younger (I was not consenting to it since i was hella young & my older brother forced it into me for the sole purpose of filling his fantasies), it didn’t go further than kisses but hell sometimes she’d go wild & do 30 second kisses with the tongue, at that time she had a crush on me & admitted it to me but well i didn’t care much except to get rid of that bunch of problems quickly.

My younger cousins (her sisters) doesn’t know about it because they weren’t born yet at the time, and since it was a secret, i find it **Weird** that they ship us together, especially her reactions making this all more suspicious, this makes me think that she perhaps told them or told them that she has a crush on me


Im scared that she is still in love with me, i hope not, my mum teases me about her & me marrying (we dont live in albama but its basically the same thing, incest between cousin is seen as fine in my family) & another funny thing is that my cousin’s mom married her cousin, making the chance of her having a crush on me EVEN HIGHER because her mom did the same


What should i do??