PREFACE it to comment: stop downrank me before you is even read! Read first like person with brain, then to make it decision about score on comment.

You say it this like you are proud of self for this bullshit? This it is completely pathetic. You should be ashame!

It is maybe my culture and upbring, but I can never have proud over failure and deficiency in my life. I am accept that I have imperfection, because it is part of human condition, but have it no pride in being less than what can be. I make pride in improve myself so that I am not failure.

Philosophy maybe say that fate it is not something we are control. One who is destine to fail will fail, and he that who is destine to win is will win. But other philosophy state that we can still make decision for self, even without know outcome. We have it power to decide what do, to what extent we can. Even if do not win, we still can maybe achieve inner satisfaction by try to be best.

It is for this reisin that I am make many accomplishment in life, include raise family, make wealth for myself, hold several job, checkmat Bobby Fisher in unrated exhibition game, become veteran in army of two country. This is worth of pride. Not my mistake.

If you want to have it guidance of wise man like me, I can to provide it. So that you can stop think like moron and begin think like human who has potential in life to make something of self. Human is complex creatures and cannot be hold back in mind or body. We must excellent in everything we is try.