Im hyperventilating and screaming and shitting I can’t believe I can’t get over this. She’s so pretty I love her I love her freckles the way she smells and her button nose and the way it looks on her side holyeshit i’m gonna die. I’m blushing. I’ve never felt so euphoric before. I already felt there was a tension between us but today it was so strong we were watching youtube vids on my bed and she was being way more flirty than usual (I usually can’t tell whether she’s flirting or being nice and sometimes she calls me her gf as a joke in front of other people so I can never tell and whenever we share chapstick she makes jokes about how we just kissed) and then my thigh brushed hers and she just put her hand on my thigh I almost pissed myself and I froze and felt her staring at me but I couldn’t look back at her so I focused on the screen even more but then she leaned in and kissed my cheek and I turned over and we kissed I’m dying my whole body feels so hot wtfff AND THE WAY SHE GIGGLED AFTER I just stopped functioning my god. I’m literally running around the house jumping on my bed screaming and my mom is asking me why but I can’t tell her cause she’d murder me lmfao. I’m so happy I love her sm this is like a fever dream the prettiest girl I’ve ever seen istg I’m so lucky