**Pornography? I watch it and I can tell you exactly why. Life as you grow up in society punishingly makes you all too aware of your level, where you should stand, what you should be satisfied with, what you should settle for, indeed what you should love. I watch porn just like I look at pictures of high quality cars or landscapes or films with beautiful women, just like I search out great books, paintings,–anything of quality. Life has left me poor, with a low quality car, with no property to speak of, with no prospects, and when it comes to women I’m supposed to settle for what society says I deserve. When I watch porn I see a number of quite beautiful women, women out of my league, and I would rather watch them than be with and pretend to love someone I do not. I don’t settle: I don’t like crummy cars, trashy landscapes, crummy political ideology, bad food, and any number of other low quality things people say I should be grateful for having. Society is a nightmare of competition with the best things in life out of reach for millions of us, and millions of us have only images of a better life. True many of the left out are angry, violent, trashing everything from nice cars to landscapes to women when we come across them, but many of us are only making do with what we can, our lot in life. I don’t see myself with Ann Hathaway or Scarlett Johansson or Rachel McAdams anytime soon, but there are a number of nice girls on porn sites so I hold on to ideal as I can.**