I don‘t fucking know what I‘m doing rn. This Quarantine is making me mad. So I go to University and study physics (I‘m 19) and, due to the current events, every week they send us a powerpoint presentation with voice. And today was the first time where there was a female voice… But since I‘ve moved out and live alone rn and haven‘t seen/met anyone for the duration of the Quarantine I felt pretty lonely. The voice of the female tutor, who I‘ve never seen in real life btw, made me feel sth idk… kinda loved and wanted in this times. So Idk what has driven me to the decission to wipe out my weiner and beat my meat to it. I was deadass looking at the powerpoint screen and listening to her soft voice when I fucking busted a nut after a minute. I fucking came under the table and was crying afterwards bc I feel so lonely and am a sad piece of shit who does sth like that. And I don‘t want to tell this story to my friends but have to share it with anyone… so there you go guys… have a great day