So, you have self destructive feelings, but you want to put the responsibility on others, by asking this question here? If you ask this question because you want to hurt yourself, then be creative yourself, do not ask us here to say how you can cut yourself. I refuse to be a part in your self destructive game. I know that cutting yourself feels as a relieve for something. But really, it is an act of self destruction. And I am not willing to help you with that. I’m not saying that the urge you have is something ‘bad’. The urge itself is to free yourself from emotions that you don’t know how to relieve in other ways. That, is very sad! But to act on it, cutting yourself, is not a good thing. Why would you destroy yourself? You punish yourself for something. What did you do to deserve such a horrible punishment from yourself? There is nothing I can imagine. To be honest, you are probably a victim and have learned that it is you to blame, though it is actually NOT you to blame. Because you are probably very sensitive, this is your way out. I also know that nothing I say will put you on other thoughts. Because cutting yourself is also a form of protest, and you probably feel very much in control when you cut yourself. Sorry for my harsh words. But I do think that you need help. Most people who cut themselves are in a downwards spiral. Cutting yourself may give a short feeling of relieve. But at the end, it doesn’t solve anything. And people who are so sensitive that they end up hurting themselves, over and over again, are in most cases very sweet lovingly people, with a huge creativity. It’s such a shame if all these great things get destroyed by yourself!