So you all are afraid of me? Hmm. Well I can’t say that hurts.
I’ve had people say that sort of thing to me for years. It hurt me. It even made me cry at times. But the thing is
You have no reason to be afraid of me, I’d never ban any of you, at most I’d just delete messages I considered hurtful towards me, when I kicked cas, that was just when my anger went out of control and I promise that will never happen again.
I consider all of you my friends, the server is the one place I can feel safe and welcome. But now that you all don’t trust me and want me to leave forever, I honestly don’t know what to say.
I’m staying, but jeez some of the stuff you people say about me hurts.
I think I’m just not going to talk at all for a while unless prompted to.
Because I can’t let the same thing that happened on Steam happen here. I won’t let it. You’re all my friends and I’d hate to see you all go.
So please.
Forgive me for doing horrible things and forgive me for being a bad person.
I’m sorry.
Or just ban me, that’s cool, I’ll go back to being a loser with no friends.
So thanks for that.
Now if you may excuse me, I need to go cry in my pillow because I’ve lost everything now.
Fuck you for taking the only joy in my life away from me
I hope you fucking die