It was the last 🕚weekend 🎉 of september🗓
I 👁stayed up ❌😴 all night 🌃 🌙 long
Waiting 🔁 for the fire 🔥 ache in my heart ❤️ to subside 🙅🏼‍♀️
It never🚫 happened 😔
He🙎🏽‍♂️was the most🏅 beautiful👔 boy I’d ever seen 👁
Most ‼️beautiful boy 🧍‍♂️I’d ever met 👓
My favorite 💫 books 📚
Around 🔄 the clock ⏰ scars of my knee 🧎‍♀️
I see him 🙍🏾‍♂️behind my lids🚶 in a bright grey shirt 👕
I see him 🧖‍♂️ tripping✈️ running 🏃and falling 🧑🏻‍🦽, covered in dirt 🐾
I see 📸a lot of these things lately 📝I know🙇🏾‍♀️
I know❗️ none⛔️ of it is real 👁‍🗨