And we’re only 14. She shouldn’t have to know what it’s like to have your heart broken. Instead of telling her I loved her that night after the game, I was standing behind the bleachers kissing another girl. Every night you ask me why I vape when I snap you, why I do that shit to my body. I feel like it’ll take the pain away. But the nic only lasts 10 minutes. I get dizzy. Then I remember what I did to her. That boy you like. I hope you get him. And I hope he’s nothing like me. Because God I don’t want you dating someone like me. Girls aren’t toys yet guys like me still play with them
And I’m sorry