Nihilists do enjoy life too. It has downsides like these but, the fact that nothing ULTIMATELY and ABSOLUTELY doesn’t matter makes you quite powerful actually. It’s like playing GTA. But most of the time you live so much and so fast that you forget about this fact. And yes, you can use it as a pill to feel better. It’s like religion in a way in fact. But it’s not a shiny candy for kids, it’s the strongest and darkest coffee.