Hello _______ (and others),

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Before you click off of this link, I would like to say that yes, I have been told countless times to forget the situation, and leave you all alone, but a lot of things remind me of you, especially _____, but you, _______ specifically replying to my comment on _______ post going “lol what” made me remember the situation, I have tried over and over gain to forget it, but no matter how hard I try to forget it it just gets back in my head. I should’ve never sent that video in the first place, I don’t know what I was thinking. The video, the lying, the manipulation, family business, illnesses and problems in my family, and other personal stuff like bringing in my great grandma (god rest her soul) was not okay. I wish I could explain more on that stuff and why I did it, but I’d rather say it through some sort of dm or a messenger (like ______) or someone. I am sorry for the countless times of manipulation

saying I was the victim

lying, trying to guilt trip you

sending the video

sending personal problems

saying you should de

saying that you all want me dad

I regret it all.

It was not cool of me to do that, I was the worst person to you all, I hate myself for that. But that was just me of the past, that’s how I was, a ruthless, piece of shit who didn’t care about feelings or how people would feel about stuff I liked or thought would be funny.

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I just wish I could turn back time to where we were all friends again, or to where that video was never created or sent by me. And doing that to you twice, I just don’t want that to be reality anymore.