see, the reason that my addiction has gotten so bad is robert oppenheimer. credited as the father of nuclear physics, they kickstarted the cold war. during the cold war, there was very little that humanity could look forward to, except for explicit material. this was mainly because of the nature of media back then, which was a lot more restricted. after all, content that was deemed too radical, new, flashy, or just generally not popular wouldn’t grow too much. however, explicit content is different. there would always be explicit content to appeal to your tastes, which was because taste in explicit content is generally homogenous; it usually doesn’t stray too far from normality with the exception of BDSM and other related tastes.

even then, they were decently large, and could be purchased if you wandered into a large enough explicit store. this meant that after the cold war, humanity’s perspective generally stayed the same. with explicit content there isn’t much to splay variety onto, and even if there was, it would be regarded as pure fantasia and generally an alternate media situation that few would want to be involved in. this means that there is a large amount of the same general explicit content being created, and will continue to be created, en parte due to robert oppenheimer’s assistance in kickstarting the cold war.

back to his direct involvement in this catastrophe, he discovered and made popular the entire branch of nuclear physics. this caused many scientific endeavours to be made into it, one of the most famous being the Large Hadron Collider. made by CERN, this project would allow the small organization to gain its footing. because of CERN growing so large, they ended up growing ambitious, and one CERN employee named tim berners-lee created the founding technology of what would become the internet.

simultaneously, this technology would allow for nuclear reactors to be made based off the technology created by robert oppenheimer. they became extremely efficient, and caused a surplus of energy which would allow the internet to be viable. with these technologies complementing each other, the internet and the nuclear physics powering the internet would grow dominant across the world. the internet is famously censorship-free at its core, due to the open nature of the technology driving it. this allowed for the surplus of explicit material to shift onto the internet, and because of its censorship-resistant properties, this explicit material was easily discoverable. explicit material is inherently addictive at its core due to the nature of biology itself -humanity evolved to have sexual pleasure because it benefited our population growth – and as a result has caused me to be hopelessly addicted to the explicit content. w/o robert oppenheimer, i would have never gotten addicted, so you can blame him for this catastrophe.