Oh my god I wish I was a sperm, but not just any sperm, no, I want to be the sperm of a muscular 6’7 man who shoots his hot load into the pulsating rectum of a small and girly highschool boy. At night, I dream of traveling through and out his urethra and into the boys tight ass. I can no longer cum from regular porn or women, only pictures and videos from colonoscopies. I try to find my fetish but it’s too niche and “disgusting” to some people. I wish people wouldn’t kink shame me for my natural urge to be a sperm cell. When I die I wish to reincarnated as that lucky sperm cell and fulfill my duty of filling school boy’s tight ass.