so first off hi guys, obviously im new to scat. before i got into it, i would come across it on tumblr (rip my fave porn site) looking for other things and it would gross me out when it would randomly show up. once i accepted that one of my kinks is male superiority/domination, scat kind of…creeped it’s way in along with the piss kink lol. it ended up being a kind of a “women are so inferior they should worship men’s shit, let themselves be used as full toilets and gladly accept their place, etc.” thing. after that i realized i just like scat in general and it wasn’t restricted to that one kink (even though men’s shit is the best)

as of today i never did anything irl, just got off to porn of men shitting on men, men shitting on women (my fave is this german one where the guy farts on her face and she gags, then he surprise shits in her mouth and on her face, holding her head still so she can’t move away as she protests 😩👌). even men just shitting. but today since i’m home alone for a couple of hours i decided to change this. i shit outside the toilet for the first time.

i was holding it in all morning until i was alone and went into the bathroom, set out some plastic bags, and with the toilet literally right in front of me as a reminder that i can just move there if i want to back out, i squatted and shit. right there on the floor. i was so nervous i thought it would have come out as diarrhea and i would have had a horrid mess to clean XD but i got a nice little bit out and i got so wet once i heard it hit the plastic, then rubbed my clit til i came. i didn’t record but next time i will, for my pleasure and yours 😉 anyway, my horny brain decided that the only thing that would make it better was if i ate a little, or at least put it near my mouth. unfortunately the non-horny part of my brain got cold feet and by the time i decided i would try i wasn’t horny anymore lol. i just wish i had a guy around at the moment to guide me through it or even make me eat it so i wouldn’t have time to second guess.

i should also probably note that as im writing this im sitting on my bathroom floor with that fresh pile of my own shit right next to me. i’m trying to force myself to get used to the smell XD maybe it will help prepare me to taste it immediately next time. hopefully i’ll be able to do it so i can eat a whole load without gagging one day soon 😊