đ I have 35 friends on my friend list and I am still lonely and sad and like I feel so F up because like I see myself being greedy but canât help myself because I am bored, maybe try talking to someone, if you do not want them to see you being unhappy then stop being unhappy I know I know sounds stupid but I once asked âex geniusâ âhow do I become smarter in school, she said âjust donât be stupidâ I keep asking what she meant but she just kept giving me the same answer and a bit later she couldnât take my stupidy and gave up on me, its been like 3 months now and I am sorta ifs understand it, your mindset it everything, your unhappy because you want to be, if you honestly want to become happy then ask for help and like just relax, try to be happy and be grateful for everything hat you have, like a bed and a roof over your head, yeah, you just have to learn it through experience, I might be wrong about you wanting to be unhappy and Iâm sorry for assuming, but feel free to Dm me and ask for help, anyways have a great rest of your day.