Let me start from the beginning, about a months ago I was having intercourse with my wife (40F) (I’m 47M). When I was reaching my climax and was starting to orgasm the song we were having sex to (redbone – childish gambino) ended, the next song to come on was be nice 2 me by Bladee, as I cummed in my wife (I had a vasectomy) Bladee started rapping, (13 seconds into the song) and every time I have sex with my wife or just masturbate all I can think about is Bladee, I cannot cum without watching or thinking about Bladee, when I cum I don’t have clarity anymore, I can only think about Bladee. My wife thinks all I have to do is not think about Bladee, but it’s just not that easy. I physically cannot cum without Bladee, is this normal??