I obviously mean NO disrespect at all towards him or his family but I’ve had these feelings for a while now and I can’t turn them off just because he died in 2018. I daydream almost every day about John McCain forcing me to suck his cock and/or ride his cock without my consent. It is the most rewarding sexual fantasy I’ve ever had and I’ve been doing it almost daily for the past 3-4 years. In these fantasies he is OF COURSE alive and again I mean NO DISRESPECT. Please understand. If it’s not okay or ethical for me to do this then I’ll try to stop. I really mean no disrespect.
Had to post here because I’m too afraid to post to r/tooafraidtoask