My big sick brother said me yesterday before he died

“Hey Alan.. You know im getting so close.. To suicide myself to death.. So I hope if you get 1000 subs”

Me : “no brother you.. You cant die.. Wut will happens if you did that?!”

Brother : “Alan… You know.. Just please get some subs before i die.. Understood?”

Me : alright… I will do that for you.. Brother!”

5 days ago…. He did the suicide!
It was so bad!
So guys can i get 100000 subs?! Today just for my brother?