the hardest part of being gay is having to suck dick. i mean, sometimes whenever i suck a dick, i choke on it and the experience will go to shit. i tear up sometimes because it’s just so unpleasant. why must it be a expectation for gays to suck a dick? i don’t mind anal penetration, but having a cock down my throat sends chills down my spine. and when the semen comes out, it sometimes splatter all over my face and the fluid starts getting absorbed into my skin and starts getting sticky. my gay friends would ask me to suck their dick but i kindly decline everytime. they would get annoyed and tell me: ‘which gay dude doesnt suck dick’ im sorry, i just find sucking dick very unpleasant. thank you for your time.