All I wanted was to be a big tough Alpha stud but… I’ll always be a loser. Doomed to be brutally rejected and denied by hot women I lust after. The women I adore despise me. I am nothing. A stupid piece of shit retard loser and I’ve taught myself to turn the sorrow into sexual gratification, humping my hand to my humiliating reality. A little jerkoff faggot that loves being put into his small little place, degraded and humiliated for the cucky loser I am, and the only affection I’ll ever get is the sheer, brutal, shit talking you love to bestow on me. Girls will never like me, I’m a stupid little cuck. I’m the bitch boy who’d lick your dirty feet in front of everyone at the pool. The retard that will get off of huffing your farts in the middle of the club. Just because you’re fucking hot! I’m your bitch that will get fucked up for you. All while pumping away like a good little jerkoff loser.

I am a complete fuck up, a waste of life. Really messed up in the head, because what gets me off is hot bitches like you, getting right up in my face and telling me you hate me. I am a complete fucked up jerkoff reject, and my cock just gets harder the meaner you get. The more you drum into my skull that I am a pathetic loser, the more my cock throbs for you. I know guys like me make you sick, and not just you, but every other woman out there. I am here because every other woman finds me disgusting and repulsive. Everyone hates me and yet I can’t stop jerking off to that thought. I’m going to fall asleep tonight with your insults embedded in my brain like the piece of shit, the dumb fucktard, the chronic masturbator I am! To my nightmares, of women way out of my league laughing at me, rejecting me, calling me a capital L Loser. “You piece of shit,” “You fucktard,” “You loser,” “You jerkaholic!” Your mean words just spinning around that empty broken brain of mine. I’m just a jerkaholic loser who can’t get a real woman, who spends his nights alone paying bratty girls to humiliate him. It’s really fucking sad and it’s all so true.


All my crushes told me to fuck right off because of all the ways I measure up as the biggest fucking loser around. A double fucking loser! Except only… I never wanted to fuck them. I’m perfectly fine with staying a lonely fuck-up reject virgin jerkoff and being mindfucked into denial. I love it, I wank to it because I know being with my crushes would never happen. They only date Alpha males, they don’t date wank-losers like me. Fuck no! Perhaps I could never be their boyfriend. I couldn’t fuck anyone because I’m a retard limpdick fag, but you can definitely fuck me over!