I’ve never thought of him in a sexual way so why him? And why not someone I’ve actually seen in real life?

I’ve been following him since I was pretty young and before dreaming about him for the first time, I’d never thought of him that way. I’m also not into older guys and almost never have sexual lucid dreams that have real people in them, so the fact that he’s becoming a regular is so random.

And while it feels pretty icky for me to dream like that about a real person, I’m not entirely displeased because apart from my “dream man” (the person I usually lucid dream about, not real), 50 Cent is the first person who I’ve had sexual lucid dreams about where things didn’t quickly turn into a clusterfuck. I just don’t know how to feel